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I Wasn't Accepted By My Entire Family... PRIDE with NikkieTutorials

Today I want to talk all things PRIDE! This is my first year OFFICIALLY being part of the rainbow family, and I want to open up about some personal stories. I also asked YOU to send in your Pride makeup looks, and today I’m recreating one of them! Hope you enjoy and don’t forget to subscribe!
🔥 PREVIOUS VIDEO • CRYSTAL METHYD Transforms Me Into NIKKIE METHYD! → mnmore.info/bin/video/gHHemKhsrmvSqdY 🔥
Check out Ellis’ original look 👑 ellis_atlantis
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  1. NikkieTutorials


    4 сарын өмнө


    • Singing Parrot

      Singing Parrot

      10 өдрийн өмнө

      I'm too scared to find out......

    • ember. rain

      ember. rain

      12 өдрийн өмнө

      pan and proud ! 💗💛💙

    • Mallory Edwards

      Mallory Edwards

      Сарын өмнө

      Yes i'm bisexual but my family and school doesn't like it

    • annie dee

      annie dee

      Сарын өмнө

      Bi /pans, either label works for me! I've never done a big ol' coming out, but when sexuality comes up in conversations I'm open about it! My mum and brother know, my partner, some close friends and colleagues :) it's not a secret but also not something I feel I have to share xxxx🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

    • Janey


      2 сарын өмнө

      Rainbow member!

  2. Shawnee F

    Shawnee F

    Цагийн өмнө

    Every time I hear her laugh it just feels my soul with happiness

  3. ThePurpleK1lller


    8 цагийн өмнө

    im really scared to come out to my parents, i came out to my online friends, and some of my friends, but i want to tell the person reading this: Hello! I'm bisexual, so yeah! thanks that made me more confident

  4. Kristy Coleman

    Kristy Coleman

    22 цагийн өмнө

    Hi Nikkie, This is my frist time watching you.And it is the best thing I have ever done. Bye the way I subscribed.♡♡☆☆

  5. Duh Anonnymous

    Duh Anonnymous

    Өдрийн өмнө

    I'm so scared to come out guys..

  6. Princess Anastasia

    Princess Anastasia

    2 өдрийн өмнө


  7. tina:D


    2 өдрийн өмнө

    so beautiful!!!

  8. Gamer boy Cole

    Gamer boy Cole

    2 өдрийн өмнө

    What type of sponge do u use? Btw I love you! ❤️

  9. Michel Escach

    Michel Escach

    2 өдрийн өмнө

    Why do pink always represents women and blue represents men?

  10. Embob hehe

    Embob hehe

    2 өдрийн өмнө

    hey nikki! or any fellow trans members if you don’t mind answering as born as a boy and changing to a female who is your voice so high?

  11. Cat Gamer

    Cat Gamer

    2 өдрийн өмнө

    🌈My family won't accept me either and I'm trans 🌈 😭

  12. Holly Kramer

    Holly Kramer

    3 өдрийн өмнө


  13. Rachel Reynolds

    Rachel Reynolds

    3 өдрийн өмнө

    What liner did she use?

  14. Tara Brooks

    Tara Brooks

    4 өдрийн өмнө

    Omfg Nikkie that look would be killer for Halloween. Who needs a costume when just the right make-up works awesomely. I'm not an official member of the 🌈 family but I'm addicted to anything 🌈 so I'm so happy you did this look.

  15. Sunshinesquad2010


    4 өдрийн өмнө

    I’m only 11 and I’m bisexual I can’t come out because both sides of my family are homophobic except for my sister...her and James are always like a support to me, so hello Nikki you probably won’t see this but I love you so much!!! 💕 ❤️

  16. sank rayn

    sank rayn

    5 өдрийн өмнө

    I'm so confused hahahahadkdksjzhanfldd

  17. Jacqueline Se

    Jacqueline Se

    7 өдрийн өмнө

    So beautiful. Outside but importantly like gold on the inside❤️

  18. Nur Su

    Nur Su

    7 өдрийн өмнө

    Omg! You look like a comic caracter😃

  19. Sofi P

    Sofi P

    8 өдрийн өмнө

    "I'm gonna use a lighter foundation shade" literally a perfect color match to her neck

  20. Kaity Bice

    Kaity Bice

    8 өдрийн өмнө

    Ok but I just love her! I Stan! Btw imma come out here! I’m a demigirl lesbian and I use she/they pronouns!

  21. Claraeliza11


    8 өдрийн өмнө


  22. Dennis Tokay

    Dennis Tokay

    8 өдрийн өмнө

    Wow is she a beast without heavy makeup

  23. Star Meka

    Star Meka

    8 өдрийн өмнө

    Hello😘 this is my first time here. I learned of you from ohemaa. I love this makeup look. Let me say : you are Beautiful, be you sweetheart and always move forward. Remember there will always be haters but don't let them stop you.

  24. Carolyn Fallon-Grijalva

    Carolyn Fallon-Grijalva

    8 өдрийн өмнө

    I love it! So creative!!!

  25. Shelby Waddell

    Shelby Waddell

    10 өдрийн өмнө

    Thank you for being you. The inspiration is unreal. Thank you Nikki de jager. From the bottom of my soul, thank you for being you. Because you being you. Helps me be me.

  26. Singing Parrot

    Singing Parrot

    10 өдрийн өмнө

    🏳️‍🌈+👍 :)

  27. Aahz321


    10 өдрийн өмнө

    I was forced out and it was a family member.

  28. angels memory

    angels memory

    12 өдрийн өмнө

    Love a 'trans who started blockers early so their voice didn't deepen. U r a true inspiration to genuine 'trans' ppl. Yoloveunikki

  29. Allison Rose

    Allison Rose

    12 өдрийн өмнө

    shes coming for James' discount code haha

  30. Najma S

    Najma S

    12 өдрийн өмнө

    Who is scrolling to see how many fan got like from nikku leaving me 🤗🤗😂✋

  31. Alissa Noka

    Alissa Noka

    12 өдрийн өмнө

    So beautiful

  32. Nesrin Isli

    Nesrin Isli

    15 өдрийн өмнө

    Wow , those talented people put a work of art on their faces and I am happy when my cut crease looks alright 😂

  33. Brooks Montoya

    Brooks Montoya

    17 өдрийн өмнө

    Okay are we not gonna notice that number one that Nikkie was on Glow up and the person who inspired this look was Ellis aka the winner of glow up in season 1

  34. Andie


    17 өдрийн өмнө

    Im so late to the game! But... I have NEVER understood how anyone can have any say in someone else's life. They don't pay your bills, nor do the live/see you on a daily basis. I've always told anyone who tries to talk crap to me...when you pay for my entire life THEN you can say what you want to me but until then back the F up before I beat you into the ground!😂🤷‍♀️

  35. Tx Rain_BTS

    Tx Rain_BTS

    17 өдрийн өмнө

    I discovered lgbtq when I was 8. I don’t know what make me not grossed out by it back then, but I’m glad to say I’m an ally.

  36. Jaryn Hogan

    Jaryn Hogan

    19 өдрийн өмнө

    I struggle often because I’m 6’5” and a young trans woman. I feel like I will always be clockable. It’s hard for me to present properly without getting absolutely destroyed by the rest of society - especially in the deep Southern US. I’m doing my best and learning my makeup, but I’m craving the day when I no longer have to balance the two worlds of my presentation and socialization. I’m inspired by you and appreciate all the love you pour into the community. Thank you for being shamelessly and lovingly you all the time.

  37. the arianator billie stan

    the arianator billie stan

    22 өдрийн өмнө

    I am bisexual and my family doesn't support me. But I don't care, I am who I am and no one will ever tell me otherwise! A note for everyone: I love you and also always love yourself! Be you and only you! I love you and if you ever feel sad and think that nobody understands you just know that it's just in your head, because I learned that from my own experience. Ily and I hope your life is happy forever! 💛👑✨💫

  38. Maricela Maldonado

    Maricela Maldonado

    24 өдрийн өмнө

    where are my PANcakes at?

  39. PAUL'S World of Wonder

    PAUL'S World of Wonder

    24 өдрийн өмнө

    Your motivational talk is from extremely high quality. Great that you edited it in a way that your powertalk goes on, while we watch you continue your creative artwork without words. This has a very strong effect with deep impact on the viewer. You, your experiences and your feelings are real, and we can feel that through the screen. Keep that up.

  40. Agnieszka Wisniowska

    Agnieszka Wisniowska

    24 өдрийн өмнө

    I Love your videos😍

  41. Jurah Rose

    Jurah Rose

    24 өдрийн өмнө

    Every time she talks about her coming out... I cry 😭 not ready to come out to my family yet

    • Fox Sox 459

      Fox Sox 459

      9 өдрийн өмнө

      Don’t worry! I’m sure life will continue to improve and I know for certain you will learn to accept and love yourself! 💙💙

  42. Anmol Butt

    Anmol Butt

    24 өдрийн өмнө

    She is beautiful

  43. Anmol Butt

    Anmol Butt

    24 өдрийн өмнө

    She don’t have eyebro or she glue her eye bro

  44. M Hurley886

    M Hurley886

    27 өдрийн өмнө

    "first reactions arent always lasting reactions..." you are such a beautiful soul. so insightful. love you, girl!

  45. ava vlogs

    ava vlogs

    28 өдрийн өмнө

    I came out when I was 7 and I’m now thirteen and I’m a girl not a boy it was the best choice I ever made

  46. Maelle


    28 өдрийн өмнө

    When she was born , she was a man ? Please answer to me directly because I’m French

    • duehd dheu

      duehd dheu

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      she was born in the wrong body, a man. now shes a woman!

    • jonathan galindo

      jonathan galindo

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      Yes she was born a man then she changed to a woman

  47. Sam Frizzell

    Sam Frizzell

    29 өдрийн өмнө

    ive been on a nikkie kick lately and watching like all of her videos and im s o b b i n g

  48. Andy


    29 өдрийн өмнө

    You are rocking!

  49. Soreli L

    Soreli L

    29 өдрийн өмнө

    Okay but like Ellis in Glow up. He was an amazing contestant

  50. sporter Rick

    sporter Rick

    29 өдрийн өмнө

    Wooow looking good Nice video clip true if y may say this my Heart goes boom boom boom for u darling by Friendship? Lovely respect full greetings virtual Hugs sporter Rick je lieve sportieve Maatje?

  51. • s o s h i m i i •

    • s o s h i m i i •

    29 өдрийн өмнө

    I'm asexual but I can't come out to my family because here in my country, getting married and having kids is almost a mandatory thing. I'm afraid my parents won't accept that but I do have a friend who accepted me for being asexual. It may not look like it but being asexual is also hard and stressful 😔😔

    • jonathan galindo

      jonathan galindo

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      • s o s h i m i i • Oof i'm asexual and i live in America. Hopefully things go well for you

    • • s o s h i m i i •

      • s o s h i m i i •

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      @jonathan galindo Bangladesh

    • jonathan galindo

      jonathan galindo

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      What country do you live in

    • stellarXnova


      27 өдрийн өмнө

      Fellow asexual here, I hope that whatever you decide to do it goes well! You are valid 💜🖤🤍

  52. balou sangare

    balou sangare

    29 өдрийн өмнө

    No offence but GAY PPL ARE FUNNY AS HELL 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️

  53. ROSE Lin

    ROSE Lin

    29 өдрийн өмнө

    You look amazing

  54. ROSE Lin

    ROSE Lin

    29 өдрийн өмнө

    5:59 woooooow✨

  55. ZEA


    29 өдрийн өмнө

    I tried coming out to my mom and all she said was "it's just a phase, you'll get over it" looks like I'll be over it soon 🌝

    • jonathan galindo

      jonathan galindo

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      Phases: Moon ✅ Fandoms ✅ Fashion styles ✅ Your whole sexuality ❌

  56. Marcos Diniz

    Marcos Diniz

    29 өдрийн өмнө

    OMG, she put the photo from Victor Nogueira, a makeup artist from my country, Brazil, that I love, at the beginning of this videooo

  57. Sup


    29 өдрийн өмнө

    Stay safe love❤️⭐️

  58. Berenice Jimenez

    Berenice Jimenez

    Сарын өмнө

    Amazing 😍😍😍

  59. misfits_rule


    Сарын өмнө

    This video hits hard especially towards the end. I, luckily, have a very supporting family. But my friends were not the case. When I came out to my friends, the first response I got from all of them were, "OMG do you have a crush on me?" I lost a lot of friends when I came out. But luckily, I have a lot more supporting friends now. You are one of my biggest inspirations and I wish you and your family well. When I came out to my parents, I was also blackmailed into telling my parents by a very toxic friend of mine. I am no longer friends with that person.

  60. gena Long

    gena Long

    Сарын өмнө

    im bi i came out they think im still straght but they know i have a gf but i think there warming up to me tho

  61. Flamingo_my king

    Flamingo_my king

    Сарын өмнө

    I like how you were like “ I have a discount code to” hens (don’t only use James’s pls use mine)

  62. Flamingo_my king

    Flamingo_my king

    Сарын өмнө

    My sis is les and she just came out she’s known since she was 6 and she’s 18 she just came out because her real dad his homophobic and she was worried he wouldn’t let her see her brother or stop paying her school fies

  63. Flamingo_my king

    Flamingo_my king

    Сарын өмнө

    I came out to my gran that I’m bi and she told me that I mustn’t think like that I must think like I’m normal and I have to marry a man so I can have children ;-;

    • Flamingo_my king

      Flamingo_my king

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      jonathan galindo I don’t know she probably just wants me to keep the family along because my parents didn’t have any sons

    • jonathan galindo

      jonathan galindo

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      Having children isn't an accomplishment, billions of people do it. So why is your grandma obsessed with just you doing it

  64. Flamingo_my king

    Flamingo_my king

    Сарын өмнө

    All the dislikes are from nikis blackmailer and homophobes

  65. Flamingo_my king

    Flamingo_my king

    Сарын өмнө

    I’ve been BI for 3 years but now I’m leaning towards Lesbian because I’ve dated more girls than boys and I feel happier with females

  66. Shiori Roy

    Shiori Roy

    Сарын өмнө


  67. Haleigh Kinser

    Haleigh Kinser

    Сарын өмнө

    You cannot change genders... like at all!

    • that one sad non binary vegan leftist, ash

      that one sad non binary vegan leftist, ash

      6 өдрийн өмнө

      Genderfluid people (and those with similar genders) can. Nikkie, however, never did. Her gender has always been female, despite her sex being male. This has never changed.

    • duehd dheu

      duehd dheu

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      correct! nikkie is a woman and will always be one! so glad we agree.

    • jonathan galindo

      jonathan galindo

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      You CAN. Here's a lesson. Gender: Pronouns and what you identify as Biological sex: Your body and hormones. You can change your gender. Literally just go by different pro nouns and such. That's why Nikkie is a girl. Girl, boy, nonbinary are all genders. But it is hard if not impossible to change your biological sex.

  68. Ariel Sider

    Ariel Sider

    Сарын өмнө

    Omg her eyes look so good tho

  69. Dondu Alp

    Dondu Alp

    Сарын өмнө

    Can you make an video for the most best full coverage foundation. Both high and low price range? I look forward to see it❤

  70. Mitsuko Gaming

    Mitsuko Gaming

    Сарын өмнө


  71. Nawkam Wangpan

    Nawkam Wangpan

    Сарын өмнө

    Nikkie tutorials are awesome ❤️❤️❤️♥️♥️

  72. Ryley Rimel

    Ryley Rimel

    Сарын өмнө


  73. Jennie Watts

    Jennie Watts

    Сарын өмнө

    💘 this look.

  74. Julia P

    Julia P

    Сарын өмнө

    My 4 year old daughter is making me rewind this video. She absolutely loves all the pretty colors! Now I’m worried she’s going to get into my ND mini tropic palette again. Lol. You’re fabulous Nikkie! ❤️💜🧡💛💚💙💖

  75. That_other_Marauders


    Сарын өмнө

    also remember to protect your feminine trans boys and enbies!!! We get a lot of hate and harassment even within the LGBTQ+ community

  76. Maple


    Сарын өмнө

    can we take a moment to appreciate how creative she is? like wow

  77. Esmé Adgnot

    Esmé Adgnot

    Сарын өмнө

    Ellis was in that Netflix Show Glow Up!

  78. mia sepe

    mia sepe

    Сарын өмнө

    die antwoord

  79. Joe


    Сарын өмнө

    does anyone know the beauty blender she’s using? 💗

  80. Simon Martin

    Simon Martin

    Сарын өмнө

    14:53 wut😂😂😂

  81. Candice Zenou

    Candice Zenou

    Сарын өмнө

    i love how the whole vibe changed on 13:03 and 13:04

  82. Alea Haess

    Alea Haess

    Сарын өмнө

    Ellis won glow up right? Hes amazing and your guest appearance was awesome

  83. CJ Hamilton

    CJ Hamilton

    Сарын өмнө

    wait somebody blackmailed u to come out??? i am so confused! would u call them out? or no

  84. Haily Joly

    Haily Joly

    Сарын өмнө

    I am lesbian

  85. Mary Sample

    Mary Sample

    Сарын өмнө

    As someone who just in the last year discovered that I am not crazy but am asexual I know my family wouldn't have accepted me . I always knew I was different but figured I was just fridged but I discovered that there's other people like me and I am not broken and it's ok to be who and what I am. I'm just sad it took me 51 year's to discover that. Nikki I think you are a beautiful woman . That is what I see. You deserve to be happy and if being what you are , a woman makes you happy then I say no one should have ever said otherwise!

  86. Alexandria Easley

    Alexandria Easley

    Сарын өмнө

    i didn't know she was trans when i first started watching her and then i found out i was like wait really?? i love nikkie

  87. Ash


    Сарын өмнө

    So wish I could do my brows! My natural brows are weird lol

  88. Stacey Bell

    Stacey Bell

    Сарын өмнө

    Nikkie is les or is she trans im soo sorry to ask

    • Ari


      Сарын өмнө


  89. Beyza


    Сарын өмнө

    This video was full of LOVE and COLOR imma go cry rainbow hearts

  90. Flowercake Asmr

    Flowercake Asmr

    Сарын өмнө

    Yes! Nobody cares about there opinion! SHINE!!!

  91. mansi nigam

    mansi nigam

    Сарын өмнө

    The look was bomb ❤

  92. A


    Сарын өмнө

    I'm Bi but I can't come out to my parents bc they're very homophobic

  93. madi nicole

    madi nicole

    Сарын өмнө

    i’m a straight girl but i fully support and love the way that nikki speaks about your guy’s lives. i live with homophobic parents and although i am straight i am disgusted and truly love your guy’s community! much love

    • jonathan galindo

      jonathan galindo

      20 өдрийн өмнө

      Why can't everybody be like you

  94. Kierra Pocetti

    Kierra Pocetti

    Сарын өмнө

    Im late but the into made me sob, you're so cute Miss Tutorials

  95. Gina G Emmett

    Gina G Emmett

    Сарын өмнө

    Being a new fan of your art and passion I had no knowledge of your past xx I got emotional, I learned a few things that helped me understand more about what you went through.. I think you're a gorgeous inside and out being.. you inspire me and put a smile on my face every time I watch you on your videos from the crazy reactions when you try juvia foundation to the satisfaction you show when you get the absolute perfect brow. You brighten my day, encourage me to want love life and stop being so introvert. That's all I need to love you as human the rest don't matter! It would be an honour if I saw you one day and I'm hoping I get my hands on your eyeshadow pallet at some point once back in stock!! Keep being you!! You're perfect! ❤

  96. Deacon Stambersky

    Deacon Stambersky

    Сарын өмнө

    regenboog/ rainbow

  97. Mechelle Darnell

    Mechelle Darnell

    Сарын өмнө

    @nikkitutorials I think you are fabulous. I have learned so much about make up by watching your videos. I am pretty basic when it comes to my make up. However you are just fabulous and an inspiration. Be you, sis. Love your content.

  98. Grace Olivia Jones

    Grace Olivia Jones

    Сарын өмнө

    I don’t know if you mind me asking but what was your name before you transitioned

  99. Grace Olivia Jones

    Grace Olivia Jones

    Сарын өмнө

    I love how you make your eyes look so much bigger with eyeshadow!👁

  100. Bell Cordon

    Bell Cordon

    Сарын өмнө

    i honestly thought she had always been a woman lol! just goes to show when you set your mind to something, it pays off